#DistractinglySexy?

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Last week, Dotty Winters wrote a letter to Tim Hunt following his poorly judged ‘jokes’ at a conference event to celebrate international female science journalists in Korea. Though lighthearted in tone, the letter’s message was clear: institutional and cultural sexism within scientific academia is alive and well. That science is aware of it is just one step towards winning the war.

A great thing about Huntgate is the army of scientists and non-scientists, men, women, cis and trans, that felt the need to speak up for greater diversity in science, through both social and traditional media. I hope that through this media outlets are now aware of the vast numbers of scientists who can effectively communicate scientific ideas in an engaging manner.

With everyone up in arms about Huntgate, my appearance at the Festival of Education today was rather well timed. This morning, I gave a lecture about my personal journey into the world of science, discussing the challenges faced, how we might be able to start to address these, and what’s already being done. It’s a cause I wholeheartedly believe in – to the extent that I wrote and delivered the lecture during annual leave from my day job.

 

“We talked about building confidence in women, about creating positive role models, and how the unrealistic notion of being a scientist and looking great and being cool could actually put many girls off.”

 

The Festival’s sponsor, The Sunday Times, has been covering many of the sessions in the lead-up to the event. Despite my being about to leave for Paris on a long-overdue mini-break, an ST journalist and I grabbed a quick chat in the departure lounge of St Pancras, where we talked about many of the challenges facing women in science, and how hard it can be to be taken seriously in the male-dominated fields of science and engineering.

We talked about building confidence in women, about creating positive role models, and how the unrealistic notion of being a scientist and looking great and being cool could actually put many girls off, citing it as an unachievable fantasy. I felt that in this passionate conversation, the journalist really ‘got’ me and the point I was trying to make.

Apparently not. Apparently the ‘real’ story was whether I was sexy or not.

Following Huntgate, ST decided to expand the piece, which involved sending a photographer to Paris, where I was on holiday. Oh, and my holiday wardrobe of shorts and tees wouldn’t do; I needed to buy a dress – something ‘sexy’. Obviously I questioned the tone of the piece and was reassured: “We’re not the Daily Mail” – make of that what you will. The photographer had been booked and would meet me by the Louvre.

The nice enough photographer had obviously been given the brief of taking some sort of ‘sexy’ shot. My quickly purchased get-up was white and spring-like, not ‘sexy’. I can’t help but use the inverted commas when I say that word, because I am not sexy – nor do I have any particular desire to be in a professional context.

The whole set-up, including the photographer’s continued insistence I do a ‘sexy’ pose, was hugely uncomfortable. I was exhausted, and annoyed with myself for letting my work get in the way of what was supposed to be a relaxing few days. I felt miserable.

You’ve guessed it, right? The Sunday Times piece didn’t mention my talk. It didn’t mention my work or my academic credentials. It didn’t mention my department’s work towards better equality and diversity through the Athena SWAN Charter. It didn’t mention confidence building in women. It didn’t mention my desire for people to be judged on merit and not gender or looks. And it definitely didn’t mention that women in science are afraid to work with the media because of the objectification that comes with.